Well, I've been at a loss for words. I keep telling myself to write down my "adventures" in the blog but alas, I stopped trying. I guess that now I'm not in school I feel like I don't have to write anymore. But I really do need to find an outlet for my emotions...

Ok, so update time. Since I last posted I have temporarily dropped out of the SHALI biz. Financially, we are so unstable that we can barely pay our rent. H (for I shall not call him DH right now, no way...) didn't tell me that he had the rent money since Friday, and I just found it today. So our rent is now 12 days overdue by the time I get the MO and turn it in tomorrow. :( That's just one problem. I have also lost my Mia Bella website and biz due to our financial situation. And the reason I lost both biz's is because we lost our bank account. It was seriously overdrawn, and H just refused to deposit anything there. Instead he opened an account for himself only, claiming that it's for business only, but he can't even keep money in that account either. Go figure. So between August and the first of November we had the account in a super negative amount, so the bank closed it on us. On top of that, becuase I lost my bank account I also lost the Money market account I had opened online. It was set up to recieve automatic deposits from the bank account, and now that I no longer had the account the company sent me a check for the amount that I had in the MM account. But I had no way to cash it cause I don't have a bank account. Imagine me crying. Oh, and my paypal account got overdrawn too due to charges from offers that I didn't cancel in time, and paypal tried to transfer the money from my overdrawn bank account, which didn't work as you can imagine. So I don't know if I even still have a Paypal account. I don't owe them that much- or at least it's pennies compared to how much I still owe the bank. All I want for Christmas is to suddendly have money in the bank, with enough to pay off all my debt and still have money left over for a vacation. Is that too much to ask for??